TOTURE

have u ever been in a house where after your not a virgin your parents call you every name possible to make u have no confidence? 

well i have , its toture. they don't believe me. Every time i stay home its like i don't do anything right its always like they have to envolve sex. they don't even trust me. how can i deal with that everyday. i cant stand being with them because they just are bitches with attitude. im always with my bf and they think other things. they think i can suceed . i want to live with different people because of what they say. i miss ma grandparents because they always believe in what i do but my parents never did or nothing. i do good in school they dont do anything like a prize or something like that. Every time i do good when my grandparents were around i get clothes or something. Every time i need help its always do it on ur own. i just need like an example. my parents are not any of those because they are just there and do nothing. its hard to look up to them because they just don't care what we do. I miss the days where i go to ma grandparents house and i get stuff or at least feel the love.  I just wanted to try what everyone was doin once because it looks cool and fun. but i did that and want to stop but i have no one believing in me to even change and not my parents. when im with my friends its like i have all the confidence that i need and everything. CAN SOMEONE HELP ME CAUSE THIS IS TORTURE